Anyways... Kdg2 i feel im too exposed... Yth mls plus no time to update coz busy study sj... Dats y b4 diz i feel i wna close or 'hang' my blog... P syg jua... Ngaleh2 i dsgn n work hard for it dulu... But lapas experience mcm2 wf hectic schedule n d way sm ppl react lg yg nda luas or nda jauh pemikirannya kah etc, yth bg mls kn ni... but, my blog is my blog... My space is my space... N my property is my property... i guess for now, i still keep this blog lah.. Suka wh ku warna nya merah.. haha... Moreover, yg pnting what i say in it sj yg penting2, pembuka minda, menjauhkan pemandangan etc based on my obsrvations n opunions of all interesting aspects in life.... I insist to hv a peaceful blog frm now onwards just as how it used to be dr dulu...
Another thing is dat, i wna say sorry to readers if my blog hv been very boring bebulan ani.. Nda habis2 kmu dgr aku tu stress n too much work ah? Hehe... Mun bnr pyh sj... Bnyk kli ah org complain... But if me, walaupun demanding cemana this new GN structure, i still love it... It makes ppl improve in d end... It test how well we survive n cope if schedule is extremely full n packed... N im vry happy wf my undertakings to date... Summitted semua keraja.. Not only just for d sake of answering mcm org lain... But me n geng try to 'critically' apply n think big when answering... tho, not perfect, still hv more rooms to improve...
I feel very good, happy n glad doing all this... I love improving self n gaining more knowledge...
Oh, guess apa ku kn apply next semester? Mandarin as my non-compulsory module... Tp alum confirm... Coz im thinking kn ambil some thing arah faculty of arts and social sciences jua.. anything psl 'development' or seangkatan dengannya.. Hehe.. Tp, we have one or two compulsory yg mesti pilih frm faculty of science or institut of medicine... which i duno yet kn ambil apa... Kn ambil computer jua... Semua wh kn ku ambil f buleh... Haha.. *tamak* ;p
Hmm, wat else, o yeah, nda g ku tekabir kn fwd email ni kamu.. Haha.. Batah dh nda t'fwd... P aku cek plg tu if i wana take my minds off the work sekajap while on laptop...
U all wana noe apa? all diz demanding works n busy-ness make me realize something at this moment as im typing... I feel... Im a risk taker MORE now... I feel im abt to fly high... I feel im going far... Spreading my wings wider n wider... I feel im becoming somebody 'rich' in knowledge n thinking... im sooo happy lah yg pastinya... coz d worst busiest months b4 ani brings out d best in me... N i dun fail... Im very proud i dont give up at all... Walaupun aku stress berabis, lost contact wf most ppl, but i managed to complete all my work as perfect as i can as demanded... antah lah, more den words can express ryt now, im sooooo happy n glad ;P
Semoga apa yg d lalui ini takkan menjadi sia2... Dan akan menjadi kn aku lebih hebat dari sebelum nya... N i also wish i wont forget where i came frm... Who i really am... Walaupun sudah berjaya nanti... tanpa yg telah berkoban demi hidupku, aku takkan pergi jauh begini... Thank you Allah.. Thank you Mummy... Thank you Daddy... I love u all! =')
Ada juga masa nya, kdg2 manusia lupa diri, terlalu tamak, mengajar impian dan benda2 yg tak perlu... Kdg2 ppl r just being influenced by culture, their families, friends, n surroudings regarding this matter... So, as a note to myself jua... Walauapa pun, jgn lupa diri, bersyukur apa yg ada... Buleh mengejar impian yg tinggi, tapi mesti dgn niat yg suci... Not just for d sake of being rich n living a wealthy life... But wf d excess income, we must help those ppl in need of our attention... Beside, harta benda hanyalah sementara... Always rmbr dat... :)
Anyway, antah kenapa ku ah, lately mcm rasa kn 'marry' sj.. Haha.. Panat wh... Now dont get me wrong... Bukannya 'gatal' udh... But mcm puas dh single ani ckit... Siuk jua jd mother n wife ani... But yeah, i noe d drawbacks jua... Hehehe.. I wna hv kids... Grow them up... Care for hubby n all... Be d best mummy n best wife dat i cn be... N make dem happy... Kn siuk... Hehe... okaaaaaayyyy.... sabar sj dulu... Bawa puasa... hold th dulu ah zetty... Few more years n u cn kawin... Haha... Study dulu habis kn dgree ani... Mcm beduit sj kn kawin ani... Haha... *LOL* sekadar berjenaka.. huhu~
eh kamu, mau tau apa lg? I gain weight.. 2kg! bisai udh maintain 50 hari atu lapas raya.. Naik tia sebulan ku sibuk ani... Antah ah, mcm beselera bh ku mkn.. Selalunya memilih, ani inda... Semua kn d cuba... Cali lah.. Bek th control eh... Hehe.. Nda muat krg baju... Cute krg.. haha..
I know im going through alot of changes now n this all may change some or more of my personalities n activities n thinking ckit2... So, i wna be on top... Smarter, healthier, happier, but down to earth still.. I want to hv a healthy lifestyle.. Eat healthy, try a veriety of exercise coz i wna be physically fit.. Kn jungle trekking ku lg eh... Kn swimming jua... i miss my jungle trekking alot... Nnt th, siapa kn d bawa bisai ah? Hehe...
Aku ni bnr nya gatal hati kn miss call seseorang... Tp i gotta hold... Mls ku hint... biar tia ia mau ilang 'kali'... Besides, yg penting i want evrybody to be happy... N iL be happy for evrybody... Dont need to wait for me if nda sanggup... Besides its too early to confirm... I just dont wna bagi harapan to anybody in diz world lg.. Takut ku menghampakan... Dats y im not miss calling or txting u for now... i got my family to take care for now, got studies to catch up, very busy schedule n so on... Apa2 pn yg terjadi n watevr ur decision is, iL be happy for u... N i always understnd n support u right frm the start.... Im a big girl now, know how to think, so dont worry, i wont marah or anything lyk dat... *hugs* =)
Paning kli semua ni ah wondering who am i talking abt... Hehe... Biar th paning... Dont ask me any further... Lau kna tanya, aku jawab 'ada ler~' ni ah... Hehe
Okay.. stay tune for the next exciting news frm me...
Have a wonderful weekend...
Salam~


































